Why Your Life is Unpredictable

Anything Can Happen, and It’s not In Your Control.

In an instant my life flashed before my eyes. Pressing on the break with no computational reaction, steered my mind towards the end. “This is it” (I thought). Time slowed down enough for me to realize all I could do was remain calm. Each second the vehicle that I was going to collie with got closer and closer. I took a breath, and with that last bit of oxygen the airbag (soft like a pillow) caressed my face like a baby being swaddled.

At 60 mph my car head on collided with an SUV. And in that instant. My life was completely altered.

I lost everything, including my sense of direction, thought, and my mind… Literally. I went into a catatonic state of delirium. A total immersion into interception.

Everything slowed down. Each step, each movement — sloth like.

Of course having ADHD my whole life I did not like not being able to process anything. However I gained a sense of comfort. Showing Down. My mind wiped of the constant thoughts that rang In my head. an obscure tranquil dissonance. However my brain instantly began to fight it. I became anxious. Stressed overwhelmed.

It was as though my ADHD mind couldn’t handle the slow and provoking state I was in. Therefore throwing out and…